wel it seems that im the only one out of the group that hasnt caved in to the coolness of being drunk when will my stupidty when will i gave when i give in the drugs and let them eat me alive liek the others who have choosen this path hmmppphhh well i dont see this day coming i will not be like the others i shale be an out cast as most always i try to be but we shall see if i cave cause i mean come on im no more then any other average being!! i mean i suck at life more then most so my day is sure to come! right??
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hmmppppphhhSunday, November 27th, 2005, 5:48 PM CentralFignuton |
November 27th, 2005 at 5:50 PM
man i really need to start proof reading what i right !
November 28th, 2005 at 9:49 AM
everything says i should be a drunk/drug addict, i sppose.
its a black hole, though.
November 29th, 2005 at 2:49 PM
a black hole named hailey sherrill.
ACTUALLY..i think i have sort of gotten past the drunken/high stage of my life.
had something of a..haha..wake up call.
November 30th, 2005 at 5:27 PM
Like I said before, I’m sorry and I’m embarrassed, but so far there is only one thing that runs my life, and that, naturally, is me (and boy am I big on control, especially of myself). Don’t get too emotional about it, because I’m not going to change who I am for the drink at this point, nor will I ever.
November 30th, 2005 at 5:38 PM
Dude…seriously, just because Ive done those things and have tried those things doesnt mean its gonna mess up my life forever. My dad’s got a great life and he’s done more than I have along with many other ppl. Just because I try sonething different (even when back in the day I said I wouldnt) doesnt mean its gonna mess me up. Dont hate me man..please. I still dont see anything wrong with alcohol (if its not abused) yeah Ive abused it a couple times but I still dont see much wrong with it…if its used responsobly. Please dont hold a grudge against me man. We grow up and make choices. Weather they are the right choices or not they are still our own choices and we live and move on, taking what we’ve learned from these experiences and doing what we think is right. Im trying to live my life as best as I can, Ive made some stupid mistakes AS WE ALL HAVE but in the end I feel things will be ok. I truely am sorry that I hurt you man, I never meant too, i just did. Im workin on making a better me. I guess you could say there is an invisible sign around my neck that says closed for remodeling its a work in progress. I love u man like a brother….dont hate me. (this isnt an angry comment…just to let you know..lol, I stopped cleaning the computer lab long enough to check this out but now I have to get back to work.) I will soon have a new computer and then I will start LVLing on tibia like mad….ill have to get a hunting party up soon. LATER!!