Have you ever felt like just going to your room and sleeping….? Never wanting to get up again…just sleep for all eternity? Wake up and role over….every now and then eat a breakfast burrito that someone brought to your room and set by your bed. I have been feeling like doing that more and more as of late. I kinda feel like no one cares about me. I know its not true…but Ive been feeling really lonely as of late. Ok I guess lonely is the wrong word….alone…I feel alone. If that makes ne sense. Im not depressed. I just feel crappy and alone. I think a lot of sleep would make me feel better…like a couple days worth of sleep.

would you like some…..spicey durango sauce…?

After the horrible ass shitty night at SnS which caused me to miss the graduation and the night at seans house, I went over to a one Matt Flanagins house. I would much rather have gone to seans but I could neither remember the way to said household nor could I get a hold of ne one to tell me the way….so I chose option number 2. It was pretty fun yeah there was some drinking and I did have some but there was no smoking of the illegal kind and I probably wouldnt have done it ne way. I didnt really want to. I kind of thought they; being John Thacker and Flat Managin would have had some but they didnt. We didnt really do all that much…mostly talked and played some games until like 5 in the morning. Then the next day I awoke to being quite ill which in turn casued me to call out of work. Yeah they were pissed but I didnt care…I felt like crap.

I have so much to live for….but is it worth taking the time to live it?

..maybe some…zesty bronco sauce….

Dont get my words wrong..Im not depressed…Im just blowing off steam and such.

Im not ready to start my summer semester. I want to cause itll be interesting….but Im not ready for it. Ill also have the stress from a new job to contend with. I really think some sort of trip or excursion would be great right about now. I dont know….maybe I need to get away from p’town for a little while. I really wish I could go to Canada this summer but ill have school and jazz. I really need that trip but Ill have to deal without it this year. Id like to say more…..but I dont know how to express in words how I feel right now…odd…I dont know. But yeah….later folks.

Luv yah….mean it!
Drewlly Yours